It's Over

I fail to realize, why this happens with me?
I could just feel you next to me,
Even though you were across seven seas.
You had it in you to make me dream.
Everytime I would close my eyes,
I would feel you by my side....
But as i open them finding you nowhere,
Your thought just comes back as a tear.
Afterall, how much can a human heart bear?
But the time we spent, drives away all the fear.
Believing that I would never lose you,
Your smile just creeps in out of the blue...
I know now, that we cannot make it through,
Yet , I won't deny, I loved loving you...
They have been preciuos moments of my life
At least i haven't taken it as a game of dice.
It was easier to melt my heart than ice,
And i guess, I've been foolish to be wise.
Denying you wasn't easy at all,
Infact it was my own fall...
Now it hurts to see you love someone else...

Selfishness got us to choose seperate ways,
Leading us to be on two different bays.
Now that we have already fallen apart,
Yet, let me confess that a heartbeat can never be seperated from the heart...

Fake Belief...

Thought I found a friend,
Who knew my weaknesses
And the problems I've dealt.
He understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams
He listened to how I felt about love and life.
And knew what it all means to me.
Not once did he interrupt me,
Or tell me that I was wrong.
He understood what I was going through
And promised that he'd stay long.
I reached out to this friend,
To show him that I care,
To pull him close to me and let him know
That I need him there...
I went to hold his hand,
To pull him nearer to me,
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing, but my Fake Belief....

Endless...

Let me call you a true friend
The bond between the knot of two threads,
We are so different yet so alike
You add to life the flavour of lime.
When I'm with you,
I get no idea of the time,
And my face always has a smile.
Why do u make me feel so happy?
It feels like a net so trappy...
Your friendship is like a drug,
To which addicted, I've got stuck...
I can't imagine my days without you,
What will it be like, I don't know!
The traces on the places we sat will go,
The paths we walked will be slow.
You made me realize that love doesnt at all sell,
And now, towards the end of the tale,
THE time keeps moving...
But your memories, in my heart, will always
Keep Floating....

Why...?

Why does this always happen?
Why do things always have to take a u-turn?
Why can't things just go my way?
Why is my life so stray?
Why does everything seem so vague?
Why do people seem so strange?
Why is everything so unarranged?
Is it that I don't understand,
Or is it all against me planned?
I just don't get it straight,
Why is only my luck against my fate...
It seems kind of rare,
But I'm sure no one is really spared.
I don't know why, but i feel different
As if my heart is on a rent.
Have I lost control over myself?
Or have I lost all self respect?
I can't even stop to cry and mourn,
Cos I yet don't know what has to be shown.
Oh God, just do whatever you have to,
But please help me get through.
Don't make me suffer so much,
I've never really been through such...
Be with me through all my ups and downs,
And I'll never go the other way round.
Even if you can't give me a living role,
Don't atleast hurt my inmost soul...!